2008 whatever!

My last post was ages ago. I just read it and it's the same boring story now as it was then.

I love not going to work, but what am I doing instead? Yes, I've made a little headway on decorating/de-junking house but to what purpose? OH totally resists any change/spending of money. To his credit, he does appreciate things after they are done but the struggle to convince him to agree to it, pick things out, get someone to get it done (or get it done myself or with his help) etc. is almost not worth it. So things get done little by little but after 9 years in this house, it still looks like crap. My house in Michigan looked better. All my apartments looked better.

Special advice: if you are going to fix up your house, just do it all at once. Otherwise, you just get inured to a house full of swill.

Riding- My RI has moved my lesson horse to a new barn and consequently I have started having my lessons there.Just planned a trip to SF. I'm very sad and lonely when I think of all of their lives I am missing.

I have plenty to do here and keep very busy (while still having tons of down time) and am basically happy and I know they are super busy with their own lives and probably now and then think of us, but still, wtf am I doing here in Texas? The fucking middle of nowhere. Go up into space and look down at me here and tell me why I am here.